We met at work a year ago and our relationship has grown to confusing levels over the past year. Things started taking off AFTER I stopped working at the same place back in February. She asked me to take a class with her at a community college so I still saw her every Thursday. Then we started hanging out on the weekends since her boyfriend (of 5 years) doesn't like to do ANYTHING with her besides come over late at night for a sleepover once a week. As a result of our spending all available time together and the fact that she told him that she wants to spent "every waking minute" with me, made him extremely jealous...big surprise! She told him that he can't make her choose or she'll choose me...so he backed off and they're still together (she says she loves him but isn't IN love with him). The problem is, I'm totally in love with her, spending most of my free time with her, and yet I'm always heartbroken. There have been moments when I almost told her what is making me sad (she can sense when I'm unhappy). Before her family came out to visit her, we were spending almost every day together and I even spent the night with her (nothing sexual...we just held each other). Around her family, she holds hands with me, hugs me, tells me that she loves me, gives me kisses on the cheek, and sometimes bites me on the neck: is she trying to find out what my intentions are or does she want 2 boyfriends? One that she wants to marry and have children with someday (him) after she gets her master's degree and one that she's IN love with and want to have fun with (me)...